Showing posts with label Date. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Date. Show all posts

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

Another Date

So... I'm about to be off on another date... fourth one since I got back from this summer. We'll see how it goes, wish me luck. I'll let you know how it goes...
I'm turning into a dating machine btw... it's kinda redic

Friday, October 23, 2009

date with the second guy

So my second date didn't go much better than the first. The guy was nice and all, but as with the last date, I wasn't attracted to this guy in person. He has an athletic body, but he has some things working against him: he is shorter than me, prbly 5'8 or 5'7... i'm 6 ft, I just felt like a giant next to him, and couldn't at all imagine kissing him... I could probably pick him up with one arm and toss him across a room. The other thing that killed it was his teeth. He had some mishapped and mis-colored teeth--another reason i wouldn't want to kiss him.

Personality wise he seemed to complain about other people a lot, and I'm not a huge fan of people that bitch about others. He also was kinda stereotypically gay, which I'm not that into.

For the date we hung out at restaurant and went out and walked around the town. it was ok I suppose, and it was good to get experience dating a guy. Not to like brag, but I think I'm actually a good date, I ask good questions and try to make things fun.

As the date wore on I could tell this guy was into me more than I was into him, and so that whole, "oh shit he likes me, i gotta run!" mentality kicked in... If I'm not sexually into a guy it just gets awkward for me when they are. maybe this is my inexperience or it's just who I am.
I haven't talked much to this guy since the date... oh well plenty of fish in the sea, right?

Saturday, June 20, 2009

Kiss

So... I kissed a boy.

Actually it was more like a hot and sweaty making out session.

I don't feel like explaining it all right now, but I will say he was a nice guy and nothing more happened (no not even jacking off).

So i guess i'm no longer a kissing virgin.

it was fun, but i'm not sure how i feel about it.

It was an entirely different way of relating to guys than i'm used to... i'm used to hanging out and talking about sports and then high fiving eachother when it's time to say goodbye... def not used to having a hot make out sess as entertainment and then a french kiss as a goodbye...


but yea i suppose it's good to get it outta the way, i just wish it would've been with aaron or someone i'm emotionally connected to.

I'll write more about this latter,

Jordo

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

Life as it is

Hey all,

So I've been MIA the past umm... week and a half. I sorta fell off the face of the earth really.

Im sorry for not posting in a while. I really don't know what happened to my creative and reflective drive; I suppose it went on a sabbatical.

Well the good news is I'm alive.

bad news is I'm more bored than i have been in my entire life. Living at home sucks. As much as I despise my Uni friends for their homophobia I kinda miss having people to hang with. Its better than being a lone all the time.

last week my car broke down and my cell phone stopped working, so i was basically stuck at home with out any way to reach out to the rest of the world.


I have to cut this post short...
but i have some exciting (if not terrifying news)

I have a date...

holy shit how did that happen haha

well the internet is awesome... that's all i have to say.

I'm nervous right now, cuz I'm leaving on it soon, but i will write about it latter.

just wish me luck...


much love
and sorry for not being there for you

Jordy