Celebrity Look Alikes

So last night I went to out w/ dave and his bf and some other peeps to some bars some of which was gay and we ended up staying there for midnight and the rest of the night.
It was fun being with dave and ben and some other friends, and I'm glad that the people i had around me for NYE new i was gay and are ok with it, that feels good.
But I'm not gonna lie, last night was frustrating, mostly b/c i got freaking molested by every guy that walked by me and like starred down by creepers. I was actually ready to punch someone. I used to just ignore it when someone starts like rubing my back or passes by and grabs and handfull of ass or whatever, but last nite i was just pissed and any time anyone even got close to making a move on me id like grab their arm and push it away from me. One guy gave me a dirty look when I stopped him from touching me, and i was like wtf asshole u dont have the right to touch me, i'm not some slut and no ammount of money is gonna get me to go in bed with you.

ne ways, i was rather pissed... I felt very objectified, and ready to start a fight... btw i cud prbly kick a lot of those dudes asses... they're all drunk slow and not that strong.
I may be done w/ gay bars 4 a while.

oh and it wasnt worth it cuz i didnt find ne 1 to kiss for midnight... altho i'm sure i cud have had many guys... The problem was more my pickiness and shyness



Ok now onto the title of this post. While i was there people sed i looked like various celebrities.

Among them was ashton kutcher. two people sed i looked like him last nite... one was like, "i'm sure u've been told this b4 but you look like ashton kutcher"
which i dont think i do at all... but i kinda dress like him and have similar hair.
actually on second thought there are some similarities... I'll take the compliment tho.





[and yes I'm posting the pictures of these guys for a couple reasons... 1)i'm bored off my ass, 2) most are hot nd i dont mind looking at them, 3) i'm vain, 4) it's an excuse to post pics which will def increase my blog traffic]


the next noted celebrity semblence was stated by a large fag hag who seemed like a pretty fun person... I was walking through the dance floor and she look at me an screamed,
"Oh my God, It's Zac Efron!!!!"
..... she preceeded to hug me and pinch my cheek. Not necessarily the most proud of that one, but I'll take it as a compliment.
It was pretty funny tho. Again, I'm not sure I look like Efron, but we have certain similarities... specially in the hair department, but also a bit of facial structure. Im more muscular than he is tho, so i think i have him beat.



I was also told I look like Jonathan Taylor Thomas... I've actually been told this many times... So who knows, perhaps. but yea i really dont see it, personally i think Efron or Kutcher are closer matches.




Now, to the person that I uncanily look like... no one actually sed i looked like him last night, but that's cuz he isnt that well known.
It's William Mosely who plays the part of Prince Peter in the knew Narnia series. My mom is convinced were like long lost twins or something (which doesnt make ne sense), but yea... fairly similar xcept i'm bigger and more muscular than him.
Actually looking at some of his pic now we are pretty similar, but even moreso than in the pics, when i saw the movie I felt like i was watching myself cuz we make the same facial expressions... its really weird.
so here we go






i especially look like the narnia pic

so yea for the record I dont really think i look like these guys, and i just think its funny that people think i do. I'm not sure why they do, but thought it wud make an entertaining post, and perhaps u have a vague idea of what other people think i look like now.

Alright peace out

Jordo

and happy new years!!!!

Crisis Averted

So, talked to Aaron yesterday, he seemed totally normal, so i doubt he found out... of perhaps he did and just doesnt give a shit. Still need 2 comeout to him tho, cant hide this forever, and I dont want to.

In other news I had a fun weekend... hung out with my friend dave who's gay and has a bf on fri night. It was chill we hung and went to the bars, nothing too eventful but good nonethless. Saturday was good too, worked out and relaxed then visited some HS friends. Sunday I woke up at like 11, did some errands, worked, worked out, then watched the game with dave and some other guys. Afterwards we went out to the gay bars and chilled. It was actually pretty fun, didnt really find anyone that I was into tho, so was kinda bummed bout that.
I hope you folks dont get the wrong impression when I say I go to gay bars because
(1) i'm not prowling the gay bars looking for a hookup and doing stupid shit to get in guys pants (2) I'm like definetely not the 'type' that goes to gay bars... like every time i go there people ask me if I'm straight, and sometimes its quite an awkward experience. To be honest the only reason I go is cuz now I've made friends who are gay and like going there. The friends I have made are legit and just guys... into sports, more masculine, and not the type of sleezbags that will take advantage of me. They're good people and its good to be around people I can feel honest around. They have good advice and watchout for me. These guys aren't really easy to find in the gay world, so I'm glad I happened upon them.

but yea, Dave has a bf named ben and, tho they have their issues, are a really good couple. They're insanely cute together and are both quite attractive. Cant say I'm not a bit jealous. Watching them be with eachother sometimes is good for me to see. The way they care about eachother reminds me that I'm not just looking for a sketchy hookup with a guy and would like someone there to care for, to hug, to comfort. At times I'm really close to just saying fuck it and going and hooking up, but my gay friends have all advised me against that and seeing that gay people can have stable realationships is pretty huge for me.
But yea watching them hug eachother last night reminded me of Aaron and how much I wished I cud hold him like that. It reminded that although I'm horny as fuck sometimes, that theres more to me.

hmm... in other news I'm up to 200 lbs of muscle and ran a sub six min mile last week.
I'm like in better shape than i have been in a while. I'm debating about whether or not i should play semi pro rugby or just get in sick shape for my own pleasure. I'm like addicted to working out, but wish i had a discipline to gear my training towards. I miss rugby and just team sports in general.

alright, peace and love folks,
Jordy

A lot to catch ya up on

so, yea... been a while since my last post. I think i go through periods in my life where I really want to blog, but then I'll sit down to write something nd nothing comes out. so yea... sorry to those of my few loyal followers who may or may not be left.

but for any of you out there reading this... overall I'm doing well in my life.
I'll fill you in on the details of what's gone down lately in the next couple posts, but overall I'm feeling happy; I have a job now, been hanging with friends, going on dates, and working out lots. My life is in a better place then its been in for a while.

I'd have to say part of my happiness is due to the fact that i've made some legit gay friends. There was this guy on this one site who I found kinda cute so I messaged him. Turns out he has a bf, but is just looking for friends, so we decided to hang. Turned out to be a pretty cool guy. Fun, nice, and a gay guy I can trust to not take advantage of me haha (which a surprising amount of guys would). So i've hung with him and his friends several times. They're a pretty cool group of gay guys. They're not ur stereotypical fem gay guys (not that that's wrong), but several have played sports and they are just guys. Its been good being around gay guys who can understand what i've been thru, and people i can talk about who i think is cute and stuff without making others uncomfortable.

We go out to the gay bars sometimes which is fun mostly because the group of peopl I go with is a quality group. Going with people who i dont know well or are not quality is no fun, but when you know you have people who got ur back and will protect you from the countless ass holes at gay bars its a little easier to relax.

not gonna lie, there arent really many if any attractive gay guys at the bars... like seriously where the fuck did all the athletes go in the gay community.... probs still closeted. So yea the gay bars are def not a place for me to cruise haha, just a place where i can feel like i'm myself with friends.

other than that i'm not sure what to write at this moment.
still havent come out to Aaron and still have yet to get any action haha... maybe i'll find a bf eventually, prob is i'm too damn picky.
there was this one kid who kinda fell for me and i was kinda into him, but he was way more into me than i was him... so that made me nervous nd i kinda shut that down.

I'll post soon

Jordan

Dangerous Territory

So, meeting guys is turning out to be way more complicated than I anticipated. Apparently gay guys can be just as big as, if not bigger, douches than straight guys are. So yea... where to start...

Last weekend I met this guy through the internet who seemed cool. He wasn't that attractive and I knew I wouldn't be into him, but he wanted to go to the gay bars. I had nothing to do that night so I figured why not and went with it.
The guy was a good guy and I think I'm making good friends with him which is good. He's smart and is a very knowledgeable person when it comes to the gay world, among other things.
As for the gay bar... I felt very out of place there. I was a lot more muscular and bigger than everyone there. I was getting stared at quite a bit and if I would have taken up everyone on their offers to buy me alcohol I probably would have wound up in detox. Not only did I stand out quite a bit but I felt I didn't have much in common with the guys there. A lot of them, no offense here, were stereotypically gay... they talk in a certain way, wear a certain brand of clothing, and like the same music... Not that there's ne thing wrong with that... i just wish there would have been more gay athletes at the bar... but apparently those are quite rare :(
I saw like two hot guys in the whole place, so that was discouraging as well.

So yea that was last weekend. This weekend I was hanging out w/ Aaron his gf and another friend. We went to see a movie downtown, bu then Aaron had to take his gf home, which is too bad cuz i haven't seen him in ages. but whatevs. So i was already in the city when my friend from last week, we'll call him Drew, sent me a text saying I should go out with him to the bars with him. So I figured why not... I'm a pretty open guy to experiencing things and wanted to see if it would be different this time.

This time was quite awkward... for one I ran into the guy who I made out with last summer... we said some polite words but then he like ignored me... not sure what that was about. I got offered more drinks from drunk men who I'd never be interested in. I would meet people who would start talking to me, obviously interested, and Drew was next to me and people would ask if we're together and he'd say no and then it seemed like they all of the sudden turned on him and tried to steal me awya from him... i don't know if i described that well... but it seemed like there was a lot of manipulation and keniving... a lot of talk that was said wasn't honest and was intended more to get into someone's pants than to actually get to know people... it was very weird for me. I'm an honest person and don't like it when people lie or put out an image of who they are in order to manipulate others... totally not cool. I'm sure this isn't completely characteristic of gay bars either... straight guys are just as intent on saying whatever it takes to get into a chicks pants.

When I was there this weekend I also got approached by this middle aged guy who has worked in the modeling industry and thinks I should be a model... he seemed nice at first and actually prbly had legit references to get me into the modeling industry... but after a while I felt creeped out and like he was trying to get into my pants....
I've also gotten offered money for sex several times online....
Damn, what won't guys do to get some...
I really thought finding someone I liked would be easier. I thought once I started looking I'd just find someone to go out with... it really hasn't turned out that way and it is kinda frustrating... but i think i just need to be patient and wait for the right person.

Alright
peace out

Jordy