So... I kissed a boy.
Actually it was more like a hot and sweaty making out session.
I don't feel like explaining it all right now, but I will say he was a nice guy and nothing more happened (no not even jacking off).
So i guess i'm no longer a kissing virgin.
it was fun, but i'm not sure how i feel about it.
It was an entirely different way of relating to guys than i'm used to... i'm used to hanging out and talking about sports and then high fiving eachother when it's time to say goodbye... def not used to having a hot make out sess as entertainment and then a french kiss as a goodbye...
but yea i suppose it's good to get it outta the way, i just wish it would've been with aaron or someone i'm emotionally connected to.
I'll write more about this latter,
Jordo
Core memory unlocked!
5 years ago
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The old hag porn star Nina Hartley once said,"Sex with friends is fun, but sex with someone you love will blow your head off."
She said this on some second rate talk show of the day, as she was trying to explain or justify the swinger lifestyle. Apparently she was a swinger in addition to staring in films.
But lovers often start out as friends, no?
I think for some people there is an adjustment process accepting and giving touch with another person. You may have to go through that before your real desires and preferences surface.
Jordan
its a start and it sounds like you enjoyed it. Its not going to be easy learning this new way of life but each day will hopefully bring more peace in living it
hope all is well, take care and be safe
bob
very cool man. sounds like it's going to be a very interesting summer... ;)
Well - like you said. there's got to be a first time!
Don't agree it would be better with someone you felt something for - probs much better it was 'casual' so's you don't get reading more into it than there was.
I know it'a funny thing, but it would be easier if other people were doing it a bit more around you! You could so do with a gay friend or two to hang out with, you know. Just to relax a bit after all the tension there's been about being gay. I agree with Bob.
:)
And I hope you find that person you're connected to to make love with in the future...
Haha you certainly know how to move faster than I do! But take it as slow as you need to. And get emotionally attached to him, or try at least. If you don't though, it might not be the right guy.
Good luck though!
Matt
Have I ever told you how how *pretty* your head banner is? hahaha
I agree with you and Rhythm Changes. At some point emotional attachment should be involved.
You make make an emotional connection with the guy in time!
But go you!
Hugs,
Antony x
8-)
congratulations!!
hopefully it will develop into something that INCLUDES emotional connection
all the best,
david
Oh yeah!
Summer is such fun.
G =]
... and the word verification was 'copuloco' - why is it that I find that strangley apposite?!
so how are you? have you seen him again? just checking in since you haven't posted in a bit
jay.osa
Dear Jordon,
I note your absence with some concern. No posts, no MSN, no reply to emails. Not like you.
HAS ANYONE HEARD FROM JORDON?
Please let us know you are OK, if u r not OK, maybe we can help. At least you could vent.
steevo in cali
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Nice going! Sometimes you don't know what you've been missing until you go through it.
Jordan, where are you????
aw. i love kissing haha
im happy for you.
=]
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