Hellooo???

hey, just reaching out there to all you lurkers and everyone else haha
there r like 100 people who visit my blog a day yet only 35 people have answered my poll. Its totlly anon so respond to it and make me happy

other than that, saw blind side 2 night with some friends. Really good movie. it reminded me a lot of some of the work I've done with foster kids in after school programs nd shit... so many of them I cud like see the potential in but i knew they wudnt get ne where in life cuz there's no one there to care for them. Def makes me wanna adopt kids... perhaps someday.

hmm... besides that well... i'm realizing that the gay world (cyber and real) is smaller than the world at large. I've started adding gay friends on fb just cuz i'm risky like that and its weird to see all the mutual friends of various people. LIke this guy i dated a couple times last month... well call him drew is now fb friends with the guy i made out with in the summer... and drews also friends with one of my new gay friends... the internet means gays network like fucking crazy and all know eachother. it scares me cuz if i screw up and have sex with the wrong person, or dont have sex with them, or make out with the wrong guy, or break some ones heart, rumors will prbly spread like wildfire... whether thats online or in real life, people talk shit i'm sure. Kinda scary, makes me nervous to like even touch another guy haha. not really, but all i'm saying is that once u start finding guys the connections will be kinda weird and surprising.

i'll post again soon

Jordy