seriously, i need all ur votes in my poll to make it more accurate... everyone participate for the name of science.
and no, its really not a big deal, i'm just curious and like getting some form of feedback.
other than that... hmmm... this weekend I hope to see the movie Invictus. I'm really happy about the fact that a major hollywood movie staring two great actors is gonna be about the south african rugby team. The movie looks promising and it looks like there will not only be good rugby in it, but that it will also tackle issues such as racism and reconcilliation in a post apartheid south africa. I really dont know much about south africa and the apartheid, but i think it will be interesting nevertheless. check out the trailer and see the movie. If nothing else hopefully it will raise american's level of awareness regarding the great sport of rugby.
check it out
Also, Matt Damon is looking good for the movie haha
but yea go see it and appreciate the great sport of rugby.
if i see it this weekend i'll give a review or something.
hmmm... what else.. if u cant tell i've been doing rambling posts lately.
um theres some stuff with this kid i went on a few dates with like two weeks ago i shud fill ya all in cuz were sposed to hang this weekend and it might get awkward. we'll see tho...
the skinny is that he was into me more than i was him and wanted a relationship. kinda freaked me, but i think hes a cool kid and feel for him in a sort of empathetic way, so were gonna hang this weekend with some other peeps, hopefully as just friends. but knowing my luck i'll probably lead him on more by accident and it will be a mess... i'm a heartbreaker and i dont feel good about it.
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I know what you mean. I don't really want anyone to fall for me big time because I'm a whore. They'll just end up being hurt.
But that's life. If it's not your intention to lead anyone on, then you should stop beating yourself up over it. And the other party needs to grow some balls that there is such a thing as a heartache in life.
I love the title of this post! Hilarious.
Perhaps you (wittingly or unwittingly) draw people in because it compensates for a lack of self-esteem on your part. Having people fall for you makes you feel better about yourself. The fact that it so often seems to be those you don't actually like might mean you're still resistant to opening yourself up to someone. You get the high of having someone flatter you without the vulnerability of edging towards a relationship.
Umm, I would leave a vote, but not a guy...... sorry
fugitive- that's very insightful, nd i think ur prbs right about that one... unfortunately. I'm def afraid of vulnerability but also need the self esteem boost.. dont feel so good bout that 1 haha
biki- hey i'm sorry that there wasnt ne option for u.... i spose the nature of the question was exclusive.... but science is about specificity right? ne ways, ur participation in this blog is not ne less valuable nd srry bout that
nd no mikey i havnt seen invictus yet, i really want to but the peeps i was sposed to see it w/ bailed. oh well, probs soon tho.
peace all i'll post soon
jordo
damn! jk
try to get over the "I dont want to break his heart" stuff.
Be honest even if it is, "I'm not sure how I feel yet and this is all so new to me!"
These are all adults and learning their way too. It's all part of the process for BOTH of you. imho
as i so often say u r not primarily responsible for how he might feel or where he is at on his "path". I am not saying dont consider this stuff, just that you also need to make friends and meet gay people w/o all that worry.
I kno its a tricky balance. But hang in there.
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