Yea not sure what to call this post cuz not much exciting has been happening in my life lately.
Well actually thats not true, but the thing that I could post about im gonna write up latter and you can read about it then.
Let's see, what have I been up to...
I'm working out a lot and seeing some progress which is nice. this huge dude at the gym (not cute, think like power lifter) told me I was obvs doing well at lifting and a strong guy which I took compliment to. I'm pretty strong for my size and am proud of that. I'd like to start working my lower body more, but the problem is with all the runing i do my legs are always sore, prbly gonna cut back on running for a while and maybe do more swimming for cardio.
Yea and last night there was this cute guy who was pretty short, but he had a good face and was developed muscularly... but he fucking amazed me at how much he was lifting... like benching insane ammounts for someone his size. he asked me to spot him on bench nd so i did... wish i wuda struck a conversation up, i said a few words, but it wasnt enough. i was like checking him out the whole time tho, nd i def was getting a little worked up if you know what i mean haha.
hopefully i see him again nd he ends up being gay.
in other news, and old news at that, im like wanting a bf. its bout damn time i got one. But i'm in that awkward place in my head where i start thinking that maybe I shud hookup with someone even though i'm not sure id want to... idk
its hard trying to figure out the right and best thing to do sometimes.
The biggest problem Im having right now is that all the guys im attracted to just wanna hookup, nd i dont necessarily.
other than that.... ummm... yea
just ben chilling and living and eating. getting ready for christmas, it should be ok, but nothing spectacular planned.
alright im gonna go eat
peace
jordy
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6 comments:
haha. checking out guys at the gym is always fun.
dude. if it's a relationship you want then you shouldn't sacrifice long-term goals for short-term gratification.
Although, a hook-up sometimes turns into a relationship. I've been with my boyfriend for a year and we started as an on-line hook up. Not the always happens. In fact I get the impression it happens very rarely.
I have this really small but cute guy in the gym too who far exceeds me in strenght training...and if he's not there, well I lose all motivation to go to the gym entirely if there's no cute guys there, =)
What you seem to want from your earlier posts is a relationship rather than just sex. Buffguys experience is not typical - most hookups are just that, not the start of a relationship. It is extremely tough to wait, but you won't feel better after a hook up.
How about Gareth Thomas coming out! The Welsh rugby international - and rugby is HUGE is Wales. It sounds like it has gone well for him, he's established enough to get through OK. I thought about you when I heard that story.
A very special and happy holiday season to you!!
*Hugs*
if a guy is really into you, he'll be ok with waiting to take things further. if he has a problem with it, then yeah, he's just looking for a hookup and he's probably not what you're looking for. as long as you're clear with guys about what your limits are, they should be fine with it. good luck man. you're not the only one in that boat...
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