Still Drunk

So we had our grad ceremony yesterday. I still have some papers to write for class but I'm mostly done...

We went out to celebrate last night... and I think I'm still a little drunk...so don't expect this post to be eloquent or well organized.

Fact: when I get drunk I feel up people a lot
There's this really hot guy who I like but haven't met yet, and unfortunately may never meet, who i kept running into. At one point I think I felt up his back and i think he lookd at me.. not sure if it was in a good way or not, too drunk to tell. I have had the suspiscion that he may be gay... but there's no way to tell.... i did see him talking w/ girls...so that's unfortunate, but helll i talk to girls too

But yea I kinda like being drunk cuz usually i don't touch people much cuz i don't want people to know i'm gay or anything, but when I'm drunk i don't give a shit.
got kinda touchy with aaron so that was fun. He got real sick tho and threw up... felt bad for him. At the place we were at he was pretty messed so i followed him around to make sure he'd be alright. When we got back to his place i tried to take care of him, but he was pretty insistent on being a lone on the toilet... whatevs. i had fun talking to some of his roomies and a girl who i tried to set up one of his roomies with (which i did rather successfully given my drunken state).

I still need to come out to aaron....
i think at one point aaaron might have asked someone if they thought i was gay.. but that could be all in my head....

idk... i'm messed up
don't know how i feel about being graduated.
glad i had some fun last night.
wish i wuda at least made out w/ someone...
and oh yeah things are doing better with my dad... i'll post about that latter

love

Jordo

ps... hard cider is actually way stronger than i thought.. 8 percent... and i was drinking cider all night at the same rate my friends were drinking 4 percent beer... i still didn't throw up, so i'm proud of myself (although if i wuda puked i wudn't feel like shit right now)